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Pure Heroin
04:21
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I think I’ve seen this one before
The camera pans out to the skyline of New York
Cut to a waitress down on her luck
And too unrealistically pretty to work in that kind of dump
In walks a handsome man, kind and aloof
Who screen-tested well with women: 18 to 32
But when he says something he didn’t mean to say
He’ll have to go running to the airport in the pouring rain
But there’s a glitch in this reality
Because you know how it ends
After there’s enough B-Roll footage
And money left for advertising
So as the cast and crew go home
Get the editors on the phone
The studio said to wrap this one up
The director calls, “cut!”
Because love hurts
Yeah, that’s what I’ve heard
Every bridge built ends up getting burned
But it seems less like reality than dreams
Because no alarm can wake you up from that deep a sleep
But in the 70’s there was still crime in the city
Long before it was gentrified and made to look pretty
Back when Sid and Nancy stunk up the punk clubs
Screaming their lungs out, banging heads, shooting-up drugs
But heroin doesn’t augur well with anger
At least not for some anarchistic, nihilistic teenager
But maybe there’s a reason Saint Valentine
Is synonymous with the massacre of 1929
Because in the end she was found dead
From a 5-inch blade in the Chelsea Hotel, 1978
And everyone swore that he did it
After all he was “Sid Fucking Vicious”
Though his knife didn’t match the description
The coroner drew the conclusion
That love hurts
Yeah, that’s what I’ve heard
And every bridge built ends up getting burned
But I swear nobody cares
They dive head-first into shallow water
Blinded by ardour
From loneliness or Hodgkin’s Lymphoma
Jane Austen died with no paramour by her bedside
While Anne Beverley tried to cure her son’s malady
With opioids procured from a dark, dirty alley
And Rockets Redglare could’ve been anywhere
But he vanished from the police suspect list
Even Romeo and Juliet don’t lie side by side
After a double suicide
Love hurts
Yeah, that’s what I’ve heard
Ask John Ritchie with the light bulb and the bright idea
But it prevails because memory fails
We bet against the odds and get shocked when we’ve lost
Love hurts
Yeah, that’s what I’ve heard
Ask poor Nauseating Nancy with the dark, dead eyes
But it seems more like reality than dreams
Because no alarm can wake you up from that deep a sleep
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Welcome to the experiment — it’s a placebo or a stimulant
But I don’t want to begin up until the drugs kick in
It’s long, long day — they’re all the same
When you’re taking care not to edge too close to the precipice
It’s a long way down so, I’ve been told
Life can be a drag, it’s quick to get old
You’re bound to cop some flak if you leave yourself exposed
But you have to keep passing the open windows
It can be tiring I guess, amusing yourself to death
It’s pretty hard to return serve when they say, “everything is the worst”
I’m terrified of silence, more than death, taxes or violence
Go to church so I can sin, cheer if I lose and cry if I win
It’s a long way down so, I’ve been told
Life can be a drag, it’s quick to get old
You’re bound to cop some flak if your leave your skin exposed
But you have to keep passing the open windows
So that you don’t eliminate your own map
Then it hit me like a violent breeze
Floating off the coast somewhere in the sea of trees
I looked like immortality
But it felt kind of temporary
But if I’m entertained to death will I have any regrets?
And should I pity for the dead or pity the ones still left?
And it’s a long way down so, I’ve been told
Life can be a drag, it’s quick to get old
You’re bound to cop some flak if you leave yourself exposed
But you have to keep passing the open windows
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The Grim Reaper's Song
03:49
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It was me who came carried the Black Plague
Keep the sewer rats around so they could cop the blame
Franz Ferdinand was just a pawn in my game
When the war began that’s when I came out to play
There are some who think I let Lazarus get away
But he’s up there right now singing with the saints
Arthur Miller and his salesman I got them too
Sentenced to eternity in a padded room
Call me anything you want to
I ain’t got no name and no number
You can’t see me, can’t touch me
Hiding in plain sight in the sea of trees now
And you don’t ever get to know
All you know is some day you will run out of time
Call me anything you want to
I am the alpha and omega
On a pale horse with my black robe and scythe
Don’t even hesitate before I take a child’s life
I’m only out here to do the Lord’s dirty work
It’s just a job you don’t need to take it personal
But I must admit there are times I revelled in the misery
Like when those tyrant punks thought they could compete with me
4 horsemen, 4 winds and 7 trumpets play
When clouds get dark you know that I’ll be on my way
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Local Anaesthetic
04:24
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Hanging up the washing, drying all my clothes
Buried under paperwork, traffic going home
I used to know nothing, now I know less than that
Local anaesthetic, generalised dream
Naked in the class, losing all your teeth
Stimulants to wake up and depressants to help you sleep
So they never come down
Now this is just what we do
Stay put but you just want to move
Now don’t ever go outside
So you can keep dreaming away
Another brand-new day, step into the light
Coffee in the morning, alcohol at night
You used to get excited at the thought now your repulsed by the sight
15 milligrams make you lively as a stone
Polyester girls, zombie check their phones
Waiting for another hit of dopamine to unfurl and unfold
So they never come down
Now this is just what we do
Stay put but you just want to move
Now don’t ever go outside
Keep wasting away your life
What else is there to do?
Lost my bearings in the Bermuda Triangle
After I saw what Da Vinci saw at Jesus’ table
I can’t tell what the psilocybin made me feel
Spinning around like the petals on a Tibetan Prayer Wheel
There’s no more seminal wars for young men to come of age
Sit around waiting for some pseudo philosophical sage
To arrest their minds and make them to transmute
Telling them to get up
But they never come down
Now this is just what we do
Stay put but you just want to move
Now don’t ever go outside
So you can
Keep wasting away your life
What else is there to do?
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Cedarsmoke Brisbane, Australia
Cedarsmoke is the indie-folk-rock project of Brisbane-based singer-songwriter, Jon Cloumassis. With a lyric-centred approach to songwriting, Cedarsmoke create literary and narrative-driven songs.
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